long time coming...

i will finish responding to that last post, i swear it. BUT there are some things to say and i intend to say them, I have to head to class now, but when i return, I wish to say some things to someone whom i have this nasty tendency to alienate...all the time, all while being only so far from him. Its an ugly thing to not hurt, but simply not care to take away that which bothers, that which can't rightly be argued with, only felt, and quietly wounded by.