...wait, what's goin on now....

I am sitting here, in partial darkness despite the fact that its plenty bright outside, and feeling kind of strange. Don't know what it is, i probably just don't want to do work, and on sundays i am most reminded of the fact that though i've tried to remain a good person, i am no longer a good catholic. I'm still Catholic, but sometimes I think that the church is so narrow-minded and self-serving that i just want to run in the opposite direction.

Strange things happen in my life a lot. And recently they've been a mix of good and bad, but right now things are looking up. An old friend is comning down to visit me in a few weeks, so that's exciting. Dan's great as per his usual. I think I bother the people in my life, especially the ones around here, becuz they can't get away from me, i'm with the same people, in their space, in theor lives ALL THE TIME. I just wonder if they don't look forward to seeing me as often as i show up.

I want to feel good about where I am in my relationship, I want to feel like Im doing well in school and in life, but recently those things just have not been coming toge3ther...and that makes me nervous to say the least.

Just feeling a little frazzled, more later. kt