Cowardice and other things that I have

The people who hurt you, do so only as much as you let them....sort of.
I won't delete all the messages and I won't erase all the pieces, just some, little by little, picking and choosing. I do not like the power I've been handed.

Thank God for Adam and Renee and my sisters. I am having this ridiculous productivity kick right now which means that writing is the LAST thing I should be doing, but I am.

Anyhow. I am gonna get gone. Do something good. Do something worthwhile. I live in fear of the people who hurt me out of their own pain. I cannot seem to ignore them and part ways. I hate that in all of this, the one thing he does not see is that he's hurting me. I don't know if he ever really knew me at all.

Things are better today than they have been in a long time. I am tremendously grateful for that.