...i don't really know
I am really really happy. Most of the time I'm not lonely. What I need to do is be an adult and set some records straight. I need to be square with people on who and what I'm attracted to and looking for. For better or worse we like who we like and are who we are. The rest is just improv.
Nintendo and movies. BBQ. I really do have the best roomies ever on earth. I need to be as good to them as they are to me and so far i think I've done alright.
I need to start being responsible.
But, for the record... yes I am lonely. Yes I am peculiar when I'm lonely. But I do know what I'm looking for. I hope.
It's all mush isn't it? Nothing I've said up there makes any sense. how fitting. I'm working on it.
In the mean time I am in the middle of whiny and helpful to the people around me. I'm not sure what to do next, except the things I have to do.

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katie is pretty <3
I wish that this held true throughout.
I was there. I was always there, starting right around this time. I hope I did help you to not be lonely, but I thought it was more than that. That you did know what you wanted and this was it. That you were happy, and happy with me. I tried.
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