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THIS IS THE NOISE THAT KEEPS ME AWAKE, my head explodes and my body aches.....

Somewhere in the long ridiculous process of over thinking everything I've managed to think my way into a funky sad mood. I'm hurtng myself, i poked at ben earlier this week, and what's worse is in all of that i want him around all the time, but on occasion can't manage to treat well.

But have been supplementing with good friends and late nights in an attempt to drag me outta this funk so i can go back to being a good girlfriend and being happy.