driving

if i had money. i might just leave, i might just get the hell away from this place. 170 posts under my belt, so the questions are these? am i more honest with you out there in the void than i was two years ago, have you helped me? have i helped you? what are my goals here?

I have no answers at this moment. In face i'm in a momentarily in a semi-foul mood which will life once i shower, throw on some music, and get dressed.

Things I will do instead of feeling sorry for myself:
-clean my room
-hang out with my best friend
-shower and shave and change
-watch a movie
-wander about downtown
-read
-go to the library
-work out, its overcast, so i should be able to get in a pretty good run actually
-call Megan
-call Paul

-love from katie to everyone out there

Birthday List

Here it is folks, in no particular order, and largely not based in reality:

-Dvd: Casino Royale
-Dvd: The Secret of Roan Inish
-Motorcycle style leather jacket (black or red, maybe yellow)
-top hat, a real one
-Swimsuit
-Burlesque style corsette and lingerie
-a piano
-mystical self-refilling gas tank for my car
-to fix my batman watch
-a cool Batgirl t-shirt
-flowers, by the ton
-help moving when i finally do

comfort, i want you to hold my hand, whatever other intentions you have, hold me first

Doin' well

I'm feeling pretty good after 3 finals and I really should start studying for my fourth. Right now I'm watching West Wing and cleaning up a little. By and large things are settling into a really solid rythm. I'm happy, the people around me are happy.

Gotta go do some stuff.

I'm so f-ing whiny

I am officially OCD. There is this kid who really really bugs me and by virute of situation I'm around this person a lot and I officially need to get over it, because at this point its just childish and causing me way more stress than anything else. I just need to grow up, ya know?

Other than that things are going well and I'm looking forward to my birthday. I'm slowly but surely getting through finals.

I'm also officially freaking out about my light design.

NEERRRRRRG!