Its an ok day, gotta keep moving though

I FOUND THE BATMAN WATCH!!!

A pretty boy played guitar and sang in one of my classes and I have NO classes that I have to attend tomorrow, one is a review, the other two got canceled.

I've really been missing the huge compliment that is inherent in something someone said to me last night, so I'm correcting that.

In case you weren't listening to me when I pleaded with you as individuals I'm gonna run it by you again. Listen to Regina Spektor, just a little, you don't even have to like her, just a little listen.

Last two movies I watched: Pump Up the Volume, High Fidelity (movie titles a la Radio Shack, but still)

I'm going to see someone for the rest of the semester, when I get around to talking to the counceling center, I hope they have a freakin opening at this point in the semester, no garuntees about that kind of thing. But its not fair to anyone to keep using my friends as half shrinks. So i'm going to once again abuse and emotionally vomit on people, at least this time it will be in the correct setting.

I'm behind on reading so hopefully tonight and tomorrow will involve lots of katie doing work!

YAY long posts.

I will not be ruled by lonely and sexual frustration. I've done alright (i stress alright) thus far.

I love you all. I love you. Do you hear me guys? I LOVE YOU. the rest is the crap i needed to get out to get to this. I love you. I keep myself eating and breathing, you guys keep me thinking and talking. I love you. and hey griffin if you're out there reading this, I'm so sorry, I love you to pieces, take care!

ben, i don't know what the hell to say to you. I am moving on. I'm actually moving in three directions. But becuz we've shifted around so much I find I'm not sure how to be your friend, not sure what you need from me, if anything. I am not enamored with you, like I was, I hope when you see me you don't worry about that. Can't say I blame you. Big heart, good kid, take care.