Self-awareness

You ever get that feeling that if you left well enough alone things would be ok, but you can't because the waiting around and not doing anything would drive you insane. Well, i feel like I"m a little bit doing that now to everyone who come within five feet of me. I'm making little stupid mistakes everywhere. Unfocused and using my emotional needy whiny bullshit as an excuse to distract me from getting the work I need to done. Ugh, that's about all the chipper self analysis I can take, I need to actually be in bed long enough for the sleep to have a chance to get to me.

Hey, how the hell did it get to be May 4th already??