.....electric nerves, sparking.....

I can't concentrate for crap. For the last about 12 hours i guess I've just been lettin gall the emotional shit a little too far in and right now that is the absolute LAST thing that I need especially considering that i have practically no time to prepare for physics on Friday.

Also, i know this sounds twisted, but i would really like to stop caring about everyone and everything else, and even about myself in relation to them right now, i don't have the mental and emotional space for it and when it does manage to leak into my consciousness IT DRIVES ME CLEAR UP THE WALL. ARGH, i'm just so frustrated right now that all I want to do is scream and scream and cry until I pass out and then I won't have to feel anything for a good few hours.