Off to Chi town

Finally at Brit's and leaving for Chicago tomorrow. For the first time in a long time things are really really great. Brit's family is wonderful and organic and honest. There is something completely different from this space than any previous home that I have known. There is aura of earthy organic real humor and joy and plain down to the bone honesty that is SO comforting. Don't get me wrong, I don't think I'd like me with any other upbringing that my own, but I can see why Brit is so joyful.

When I go back to school I really hope that the feeling of this place stays in my chest, but it won't. ONce again, my heart will swell to that huge worried size and start pounding in to me. I love the adrenaline, but sometimes it is too much and thank God Dan and megan and b&b and adam and all my farcers are around and that I know rio and nene are thinking sometimes of me far away. Upon looking at it, I am really loved. Spoiled by people who just refuse on some level or another to stop caring for me. Thanks for the safety guys. I've always had a big family. And family has never been about blood.

yours truely, the katster