long time coming...

i will finish responding to that last post, i swear it. BUT there are some things to say and i intend to say them, I have to head to class now, but when i return, I wish to say some things to someone whom i have this nasty tendency to alienate...all the time, all while being only so far from him. Its an ugly thing to not hurt, but simply not care to take away that which bothers, that which can't rightly be argued with, only felt, and quietly wounded by.

kinda nifty, if u wanna know, respond

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in.
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

7 months...part of you's gotta be asking...what are the odds??

Things are good here, healthy, happy, comfortable, and I literally am sitting, not knowing what else to say.

...so hugs all around, and to those of you far away, especially in a different time zone (a fact that I only remember about half of the time) I MISS YOU, and take care -kt

NEWS...and stuff

I FOUND MY PHONE

and sang in front of ppl, and did ok at best. but i did it and that's what matters.

"It took my too long to realize that I don't take good pictues cuz i've got the kind of beauty that ..moves" - Ani

VOTE NOW!!!!!!...like right now!

moviegirlkat: ALRIGHT, you the people who know me get to decide what i sing at spotlight, voting in by 6 tonite!
1-a long december- counting crows
2-Fill it up again - indigo girls
3-ice cream- sarah maclachlan
4-not a pretty girl - ani difranco
5-evolve - ani
6 - gravel-ani
7- falling in love - lisa loeb
8-Turn me on- norah jones
9-your suggestion, let the voting begin

...You wanna know the truth?

I miss him, I really miss him everyday.

I CAN"T FIND MY PHONE, i gotta tear the room apart and find it.

For all the things that I either cannot or will not say.

Hugs all around, im stressed so im gonna attempt to clean my rooom whilst the cell phone search goes on.

...wait, what's goin on now....

I am sitting here, in partial darkness despite the fact that its plenty bright outside, and feeling kind of strange. Don't know what it is, i probably just don't want to do work, and on sundays i am most reminded of the fact that though i've tried to remain a good person, i am no longer a good catholic. I'm still Catholic, but sometimes I think that the church is so narrow-minded and self-serving that i just want to run in the opposite direction.

Strange things happen in my life a lot. And recently they've been a mix of good and bad, but right now things are looking up. An old friend is comning down to visit me in a few weeks, so that's exciting. Dan's great as per his usual. I think I bother the people in my life, especially the ones around here, becuz they can't get away from me, i'm with the same people, in their space, in theor lives ALL THE TIME. I just wonder if they don't look forward to seeing me as often as i show up.

I want to feel good about where I am in my relationship, I want to feel like Im doing well in school and in life, but recently those things just have not been coming toge3ther...and that makes me nervous to say the least.

Just feeling a little frazzled, more later. kt