Upon Thinking About It.....

By the way before i get started on my usually ranting...thanks to everyone who contributed songs, should i assume you are encouraging this as a viable career option???

I've decided that when I'm lonely, this is how i comfort myself, so i suppose its better that I don't post as often as i once did.

For those who are interested I am SLOWLY coming out of that little girl, won't go past making out EVER phase, I'm growing up, I guess. That or letting my attachments to the teachings I was raised with fall by the wayside in favor of something more logical and less idealized. People are hard wired to be a little less perfect than Catholicism would have us all believe, and for the life of me I would not accept that, but I'm starting to now. I'm starting to see all the faults, and mostly just the GAPS in the teachings of my childhood, more later, class now. -kates


In other news, dan and i have been dating for over 6 months now, and this conclusion I have made.....

he's so much f-in cooler than me.

If its possible i do believe I love stevie wonder even more now than i used to, and that's saying something.

That long post that i previously mentioned is still coming, but right now, and for the last little while, i've felt kinda bla. I felt lacking in something, and whatever that something is I feel like its been gone for quite a while and only just now am i noticing.

Maybe its medication, maybe its the piles of work, laundry, of everthying that im not doing bogging me down, it could just be me talking myself into a shit mood. (it wouldn't be the first time.

I dunno, in all likely hood its nothing, but I really want to do something about it. Do something myself, prove, if only in this case for this moment, that i can, i don't need help or comfort, i just need to pull myself up by my bootstraps and do something substantial for a change. Starting very soon, i think im just gonna be a more proactive, busy, person. Cuz i can't stay like this. (also i refuse to stay like this)

in other news, the not-so-anticipated list of songs i would dance to, if ever i did, starts now...
in no particular order:
1. Possum Kingdom by The Toadies
2. Come Together by The Beatles