Hey look i'm sorta maybe an adult, in a tiny little way

Today I officially bought my own car. A dark green '93 Civic is sitting in my driveway. In the next two weeks I have to get a whole lot better at driving, cuz, yep, its a stick. I don't totally suck, just mostly. So renee and my dad are gonna be pulling marathon sessions teaching me to drive the damned thing. Tomorrow I go get it liscenced in MY name. Truth be told...I'm SO PSYCHED....i'm so happy and so intensly excited about this car...it's mine, i don't have to share this car wtih emily or my parents, this car belongs to me. And if my mom spazzes in two weeks and thinks i neec more practice i'm still gonna get the truck and my dad will use mine until i vcan go home some weekend and grab some more practice time. I'm gonna be on my own and not suck entirely at it some day. I'm starting to build a life for myself. To prove how not an adult i am i think that some day this week i'm gonna call alex and renee and watch some school house rock.

COMING ATTRACTIONS...i've started to get in the habit of making mixes of just songs i like when im in certain moods...so i'm gonna put up the songs i would dance to if i were a stripper mix...cuz i would so not dance to crap stripper music...not that i'd be a stripper ever, for any number of reasons, but still, music...more later, love to you all out there tonight, and thank you, in different ways to different people for different reasons, thanks, and i miss you all.