Most of you have seen me on the average day, I'm alive, wandering around in a scuzzy t-shirt and day old blue jeans. Some of you have even seen me good, rockin out on a test and celebratin after, or even just on days when I took the time to really look good. These past few days...everytime i've wandered past my ridiculously oversized bathroom mirror I've noticed that every day I get a little better, every day I get a little closer to the definition of beautiful that swims around in my head. I owe a great deal of that to one person in particular.
Long story short...someday...you guys will see me at my best.
In some ways I've allowed parts of developing myself into this beautiful amazing person I want to become fall to the wayside and am now doing my best to make up for them, mostly that means finishing what I start and lots of reading.
All any of this really means, and you whouldn't take any of it seriously, is that i feel myself becoming better, i am so full of hope and excitement these past few days and weeks. I just wish it to guide me some place really good. Love -kt
posted by katie-thecrowcounter at 11:44 PM
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That's great, Katie! That's basically what I've been doing this summer too, although I've been failing miserably at the being happy portion of that idea. I figure if I don't have a real job, I've got time to do stuff to improve me, right?
Well, good luck and stay strong!
I would never want you to change yourself for me. I was infinitely happy with you at your best, so-so, and worst. I'll always accept and cherish you in whatever shape or form you may come in.
what if she suddenly came bunny shaped? would you still be happy with her bunny shaped, dan?
(imagine grown up voice here)...now kids, play nice, lots of love to all three of you, u stay strong too sarah, not that i've ever worried about you in the strength department, hugs all around today, all my love -kt
Wait....would she be Bunny SHAPED, or turned into an actual bunny?
Hey Katie!! I know this is random, but did you know that Dead Like Me was cancelled last October? This sucks. First, my car dies, Dead Like Me dies (no pon intended), and I'm getting bored out of my wits!!! GRRRRR!!!! Sorry for venting on your site.
no worries, john, i like hearing from you, so vent all you want, and it SUCKS that dead like me got cancelled, I wish I could make it all better, I wish I could conquer the world and hand it to you, i owe you at least that much anyway, but I'll be here anytime you need me. -lots of love and a big hug, take care of urself-
...my friends are so f-ing kool (renee and dan)...
now she has 11...
dan, what would you DO with a bunny-shaped girlfriend? pet her and snuggle and tell her you love her little cotton tail? honestly. that's weird.
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