Riding high on a great night

Smackdown had a good birthday picnic if I do say so myself...'twas very much fun. I feel so great right now and I doubt I'll be able to sleep, but that's alright, it was worth it, everything about tonight was purely fun. I miss flirting and feeling attractive and I got a little of that in tonight as well, it was all in fun, however.

I refuse to give up hope of eventually having a relationship with the guy I want. If it doesn't happen, it doesn't happen, i'm not gonna push it, but i'm not gonna close myself off from it either. The last few days have had a theme of revelations of truth. Not all the news has been good, in fact finding out about shaun was pretty awful, but its been enlightening.

I've had a theme of "woe is me" on this blog and the chances of that continuing are pretty damn good, but for now as it is i feel good, almost great and overwhelmingly optimistic. To you all, i give you my love, more importantly, i wish for you great things. -kt


Happy Birthday Sarah, I hope it is even better than you imagine it to be!