Watching a Sad Movie
If we were still together, would I finally be in love with you? If we were still together would you stay up and watch a movie with me, even though you needed sleep, even though you didn't like the movie? I bet you would. I bet you'd have been the best relationship I'd had up to this point, or at least the healthiest. I would have been happy about that, but I wouldn't really have been happy. After a wile, you wouldn't have been either. So its better this way.
Somedays I kind of wish I drank. I bet I would be a great drunk. At that point I would not have to wonder when and what to hold back. It would all come out.
Im just tired, and at night the loneliness of this room is more apparent, not to worry. I will be myself again tomorrow.
posted by katie-thecrowcounter at 3:20 AM
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Hi. I apologize in advance if you find it creepy that a complete stranger says so, but I find you to be quite an interesting person. May I say, you have excelent taste in music.
BTW, I *ahem* really like you're template. ^_~
Vorondil signing off.
So what you're saying is that you were never in love? You thought you were, you could've been, but it became worse rather than better too quickly, before you could be in love? I did all those things for you, we were happy, we could've continued to be happy, it could've gotten better, if only I had the chance. Why does it always end up that way? How do you randomly lose that happiness? You never know, you don't try hard enough, give it the chance it deserves, you just focus on the moment and making yourself happy, sometimes at the expense of others.
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