The truth as I see it at the moment

Let us be honest, there is a guy at school i would REALLY like to date. FOR ONCE he's my age, we are similar in personality, he will hit and insult me back, (this is key, im nobody's damsel) and when joking about all things sex-related and even that which is far milder there is always some truth, some feeling behind your humor, or at least that has been my experience. No, i'm not just being a pansy and avoiding a very good opportunity, there is a snag. He's taken, and far before I could say anything about it. He's been with his current better half for a couple of years, though she is not at the same school with us, and they've had rough patches where the break-up seemed to be looming, they are still very much together.

What I need to do is back way off and if he is happy where he is then i should be happy for him. I know this and have resolved to do it, about mid-february, if I decide to be somewhat less mature and either pout or flirt until then, that is what I shall do.

Those of you wondering about a certain guy from my past should know my feelings for him are just as strong as they ever were, and if it were possible to be in that relationship that is what i would be actively pursuing.

In other news I have finished a book or two and intend to get through at least most of one or two more before throwing myself back into the college bit, lots of love, kt.