what i want

this, i think, is what i want, really want.
I want someone to look me right in my soul through my eyes and tell me that he can't help but love me completely. I want him to tell my i'm so beautiful it still startles him every now and then. Even if i weren't he still love me and this is why, because i'm funny and smart and adoring and idealistic and the reason other people don't love me is because they don't see me, not really, if they did, they couldn't help but be in love with me. To see me, understand me, laugh with me, love my heart, that's what i want.